26 January 2019 – Saturday

485 down, 245 to go

69th week is complete. Only 35 left in this disgusting Hell.

Wrote IIR to case manager yesterday about my work release status. Wrote to her 1/15 too about SMART Recovery meetings. Still haven’t heard back. Wrote today to Dorton to follow-up once again on the DMV trip for an ID. So far I’ve messaged him on 12/6, 1/2, 1/8, and today. Also sent an IIR to Scdoris to see if there are any “computer” jobs since I heard Rob say that he got one and it’s paid hourly.

The kitchen really pissed me off today. The meal is “soup and sandwich” and by the time that the kitchen workers got served, there was no soup. I wrote an IIR to Belinda. Still thinking of writing a grievance. We barely get any all under normal conditions, but I’m getting so tried of running out of food additionally just because the kitchen workers eat last and she doesn’t make enough to cover all the theft that she lets happen.

Forgot to write earlier this week about two encounters with nasty state troglodytes. On Thu or Fri (Friday, I think, because Perman was working), the fat bitch in the control room got crazy rude. I stood by the front door for a minute or two with the sack-lunch cart that I had to get to the outer dorm in time for them to leave for work. She didn’t turn around or make any signal that she knew I was there, so I knocked on the window. She got super snarky. Guess she hates her own life so much, because she is super-fat (her belly hangs close to her knees) and super-ugly. I guess it makes her feel important and powerful to verbally abuse one of the hostages.

Then Thursday, Cpl Wilhelm was rude when I was coming for my personal pass

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Book themes: “The Problem with Nebraska” or “Nebraska’s Authoritarian Problem” or “The Ninth Circle of Nebraska”. Maybe also a “fiction” story about revenge on various corrupt judicial officials who are caught by one of their victims in a homemade prison. Kind of a dark revenge type book? A book of short stories involving retribution against corrupt judicial/law enforcement by wrongfully imprisoned or otherwise victimized by an out-of-control, profit-seeking injustice system.